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05:05pm 13/06/2005
  new journal is breakingmirrors......add me..I am deleting this one  
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there is just something about texas that i love   
12:27pm 04/06/2005
 
mood: content
right now i am hanging with jenna the great!...I miss laramie but i'll see her again soon....I need to see Lindsey and I need to find a ride to conroe...

I have missed texas so much...why did I ever leave?
 
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the only good thing about house of wax is   
09:01am 01/06/2005
 
mood: good
paris gets a stake in her head..how exciting..

I leave in 15 hours for texas..
 
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02:35pm 23/05/2005
 
mood: thoughtful
i have a new journal..so far i have only added lindsey and laramie...if you want to be added let me know..i'll be deleting this one in july


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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04:14am 18/05/2005
 
mood: i don't want to be
i'm awake and that sucks
 
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listening to stairwell reminds me of kat...and falling off the speaker at java jazz   
01:52pm 13/05/2005
 
mood: working
i am going to get rid of this journal once i move to portland..because i have a new one and when that time comes i'll let you know what it is..


so what's going on in my life...well i am still working like a madwoman.....pay day is monday...which will be wonderful because i have 2 bills to pay and a plane ticket to buy so i can come back to idaho when i am home in texas..


when people ask me where i am from i say texas without even thinking about it....

i need to dye my hair again...i need to get the oil changed in my car...myspace is addictive...

i need to change that picture of me...

josh is going to come see me when i am in austin...my friend alex called to tell me that whenever he listens to american football it reminds him of that one time we took a road trip to see that one band...hahahahhaha american football reminds me of lindsey.. and hot water music reminds me of laramie..
 
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re: HOUSTON TEXAS!   
10:15am 04/05/2005
 
mood: ecstatic
I will be there from June 2 till the 8th I think....most of my time will be spent in austin err san marcos with laramie but I want to see everyone...I have a wedding to go to saterday night in conroe..so I'll be in Houston for a couple days..

call me at 208-404-9326

and we will hang out
 
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09:04pm 24/04/2005
  I am so annoyed right now.....things has been eating at me forever...i have done my best with ignoring it but i can't you are FUCKING NEEDY and treat people like shit just because they may be bigger then you...

oarithjgarotihjaohj
 
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my poor heart   
10:43am 19/04/2005
 
mood: cheerful
hawthorn and the turnout just left..

and i miss them already...chris and jason are so rad and so are the rest of the guys....

but they made my house smell like hot boys and someone left a pillow and a shirt....


anyways yeah for lindsey for calling me

now i have my girls untill suni gets out of class
 
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oh yeah i forgot that i disliked you   
02:11pm 07/04/2005
 
mood: cynical
something that i should always remember for now on.......

NEVER SPEND MONEY ON ANYONE,EVEN IF THEY SAY THAT THEY WILL PAY YOU BACK. THEY WON'T IN FACT THEY WON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU.....

okay that's my rant for today.. i'll be in texas in june and i can't wait




i get to see andre and the rest of the gang tonight
 
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12:19am 28/03/2005
 
mood: good
any doubts i had about fitting in were taken care of tonight by bryce and matt and everyone else...thanks to bryce for telling me that he doesn't veiw me as a sister...yay

i love hugs i love matt's hugs and bryce's hugs
 
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09:45pm 22/03/2005
 
mood: nauseated
when something is bothering me all i need to know that someone is there for me.

sometimes i will just ask for a hug...i love my suni even with all of her flaws i still love her and all of my friends
 
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12:20pm 19/03/2005
  ever had one of those days when you just need a hug or something...
I have been having one of those days for the past two weeks
 
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sometimes i wonder   
12:13pm 25/02/2005
 
mood: good
..so seattle was tons of fun..i am so glad that i didn't drive anywhere..hahah cindy and i got so turned around it was funny....i missed being in portland though...i missed josh, willy, jed, tim, bryce,annie,fawn and well everyone else that's there....i can't wait for augest when i will finally move to portland...how will i survive the summer here in idaho? i have to get ready for work...


it's lovely outside
 
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so I am in Seattle   
04:26pm 18/02/2005
  having so much fun.....wish you were here!!!  
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wow this band just hit the nail on the head..wait did i just say that wrong/hmm   
02:50pm 08/02/2005
 
mood: contemplative
Rejection

so you sit in your chair and you try to be nothing

but all that you want is just to be something

to him.

you'll never be something to him

never be something



outside the horrors are giving you pains

and inside the sorrows are giving you pains

and giving you pains and grief



you pace for an answer

why are you trying.. the useless efforts

and all else is dying to be.. all that you needed to see

all that you needed to be



.. outside the horrors.. are giving you pains. giving you pains

inside the sorrows.. are giving you pains.. giving you pains

and grief



..so you give him a glance and you hope that he notices

you in the corner .. you want to show him your there

but its clear that he'll never care. clear that he'll never

you pace for an answer.. why are you trying

the useless efforts and all else is dying to be.. all that you needed to see..

all that you needed to be..

(overlay) give me one second. one minute of your time...

and ill show you I'm something and you will be mine...





... outside the horrors.. are giving you pains.. giving you pains..

inside the sorrows.. are giving you pains.. giving you pains..



www.onenightstand.tk
 
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ah so it goes   
11:55am 31/01/2005
 
mood: trust me i am here
i bought my ticket to seattle today just under $100 bucks was the total...

last night i talked to laramie and emily...I am so ready to go home to texas..

tommorow is pay day...i really need to get my breaks fixed..

i am going to get ready for work then i am going to watch catwomoan..

it's lovely outside today
 
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oh yes   
06:56pm 24/01/2005
 
mood: cheerful
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...everlasting
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10:47pm 20/01/2005
 
mood: lame really
i feel lame...everyone on my aim is away...crap...I am going to bed
 
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08:55pm 12/01/2005
 
mood: cheerful
yay for mandy moore movies...
 
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